| Location | Tehachapi |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 10/05/2009 |
| Date of Death | 10/05/2009 |
| Visitors | 1,411 since 19/05/2009 |
| Creator |
"There is a wee girl
who won't grow up at all.
Did your angel bear her gently
because she was so small?
I wondered that you bothered,
it's such a long long way,
from Heaven to a parent's heart
and then not let her stay.
Forgive the tears and pleading
and bitterness we've shown,
we really did not understand
that she was just a loan.
We forgot in all the sweetness
and joy from day to day,
somehow we never really thought
she'd have so short a stay"
I remember the day we found out that I was pregnant with you. You were such a surprise to us, but you were a surprise that we were happy to welcome! We couldn't wait to meet you and to welcome you into our family! Your daddy and I wanted you to be a little girl so bad! we wanted to give your big brother a little sister to watch over. Every day and night we would tell him that you were on your way. The day we found out that you were the little girl that we wanted, was also the day they told us that you didn't have a heartbeat. The moment they told us, I didn't believe it, I just turn to your daddy and tears began to flow from our eyes. Our little girl was gone. I almost collapsed when they said those words. The day I had you they allowed us to look at you, at that moment all I wanted to do was just pick you up and take you home with me. You were so tiny and I broke at the fact that I couldn't take you with us, I didn't want to leave you. I looked at your daddy and I never saw your daddy so distraught before. After we left a big part of us stood with you and That part will always stay back in that room with you. Isabella you were our angel baby born sleeping. We miss you everyday and every night. I wonder why you were taken from us and My heart breaks everyday I don't fill you. I wish I knew what to do in a time like this? I've screamed and cried, Prayed with all my might but nothing makes the pain go away. I've lost a beautiful angel and a part of me was lost along with you. My darling girl I cherish every moment I had with you. Mommy, Daddy and your big brother love you more every day my Sleeping Angel. I do have some comfort knowing that your in Gods hands now and that your safe and that I will hold you again in heaven someday. Sleep tight my beautiful little angel.
Father to Daughter
Father to Daughter
What can I say? Where shall I start?
You were so beautiful, you captured my heart
We only got to know you, through images on a screen
We felt the occasional movement, the rest was left unseen
If God had allowed it, I would have loved you so
I would have given anything, just to see you grow
To share with you in laughter; your joy, your years
To even share the sad times, and wipe away your tears
You would have been so beautiful; you had your mother’s eyes
And witty and funny, and carefree and wise
You’d have loved the mountains, as we shared walks and climbs
You had such potential; now I know only sad times
I will not devalue the time we shared, with any platitude
Just take these never-had memories, into my solitude
They said once for a princess, that the price for love was grief
So I will hold onto the loss I feel, and won’t let it be brief
I will not end with sadness; there’s hope in these words I’ve spoken
My joy is now the Father’s, and in Heaven nothing’s broken
Please know I dared to love you, and if Heaven’s rules allow
I’ll hold you close again one day, and forget the pain of now
A Father's Grief
A Father's Grief
It must be very difficult
To be a man in grief,
Since "men don't cry"
and "men are strong"
No tears can bring relief.
It must be very difficult
To stand up to the test,
And field the calls and visitors
So she can get some rest.
They always ask if she's all right
And what she's going through.
But seldom take his hand and ask,
"My friend, but how are you?"
He hears her crying in the night
And thinks his heart will break.
He dries her tears and comforts her,
But "stays strong" for her sake.
It must be very difficult
To start each day anew.
And try to be so very brave-
He lost his baby too.
Author Unknown
Precious Little One
I'm just a precious little one
who didn`t make it there.
I went straight to be with Jesus,
but I`m waiting for you here.
Many dwelling here where I live,
waited years to enter in,
Struggled through a world of sorow,
a world marred with pain and sin.
Thank you for the life you gave me,
it was brief but don`t complain.
I have all Heaven's Glory,
suffered none of earth's great pain.
Thank you for the name you gave me.
I`d have loved to bring it fame.
But if I'd lingered in earth's shadows,
I would have suffered just the same.
So sweet family, don`t you sorrow.
Wipe those tears and chase the gloom.
I went straight to Jesus' arms
from my loving Mother's womb.
Author Unknown
Little Snowdrop
The world may never notice
If a Snowdrop doesn't bloom,
Or even pause to wonder
If the petals fall too soon.
But every life that ever forms,
Or ever comes to be,
Touches the world in some small way
For all eternity.
The little one we long for
Was swiftly here and gone.
But the love that was then planted
Is a light that still shines on.
And though our arms are empty,
Our hearts know what to do.
Every beating of our hearts
Says that we love you.
Author Unknown
My Angel
Goodnight, my angel,
Ill dream of you tonight,
Your kisses so soft,
Your arms hold me tight.
Goodnight, my angel,
The one I hold dear,
Whenever Im with you,
I have nothing to fear.
Goodnight, my angel,
Who was sent from above,
To keep me thinking,
Are you my true love?
Goodnight, my angel
With eyes like the ocean,
That will always be there.
Goodnight, my angel,
My Angel
Goodnight, my angel,
Ill dream of you tonight,
Your kisses so soft,
Your arms hold me tight.
Goodnight, my angel,
The one I hold dear,
Whenever Im with you,
I have nothing to fear.
Goodnight, my angel,
Who was sent from above,
To keep me thinking,
Are you my true love?
Goodnight, my angel
With eyes like the ocean,
That will always be there.
Goodnight, my angel,
Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
A Birthday In Heaven - by Kris Smith
I heard you crying yesterday,
And felt your heart-sent love.
So I’m sending you this message
Now, from Heaven up above.
You’re wondering if I’ll celebrate
My Birthday (way up here).
I know you’re missing me today
I feel your essence near.
God planned a special day for me,
He told me with a wink.
He’d ordered me a special cake
(It’s Angel food, I think).
Balloons will fill the streets for me,
They float up through the clouds.
And we have lots of friends up here
That make us laugh out loud.
There is a Birthday carousel,
Jewelled horses ride the wind,
With music playing, oh so sweet…
The magic never ends.
I’ve made so many friends, you see
We laugh and play and sing.
We ride our bikes and play jump rope
And sleep in Angel’s wings.
We’ll have our cake and ice cream
And open gifts - SURPRISE!
But we don’t blow out our candles here
Instead, they light the skies.
With love from your little Angel XX
Born Asleep - by Unknown Author
“Born Asleep" - such a beautiful phrase,
Always touches me to the core.
The broken cries of a Mother's heart
When it just can't take anymore.
I open my heart, one Mum to another,
So you never lose your hope,
That although it gets no easier,
I promise you'll learn to cope.
Remember your Angel is sleeping
In a world much kinder than ours
And will always be there to hold your hand
Even in your darkest hours.
My own little Angel will keep an eye,
And play with yours in their park.
But you must find your love and strength,
And feed your own little spark.
You'll never be alone my friend,
I will always understand.
If the tides loom up to swallow you,
Just reach out and grab my hand.
My Angel
Goodnight, my angel,
Ill dream of you tonight,
Your kisses so soft,
Your arms hold me tight.
Goodnight, my angel,
The one I hold dear,
Whenever Im with you,
I have nothing to fear.
Goodnight, my angel,
Who was sent from above,
To keep me thinking,
Are you my true love?
Goodnight, my angel
With eyes like the ocean,
That will always be there.
Goodnight, my angel,
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